So I've been looking harder at myself and I'm trying to get back to the old me. I look back at pics of me like this one.
So why did I let men make me feel like I wasn't beautiful. I was a HOTTIE! Lol. And now I'm extremely overweight and I look NOWHERE NEAR as good as this. Where in the world is my determination hiding? Where did my discipline go!?! I'm feeling defeated and I have no clue how to get back to square one. I have tried to hold myself accountable and it hasn't helped. Am I a hopeless cause!?! Do I need a swift kick in the butt!?! Was there really a second shooter on the grassy knoll!?!?
So many mysteries!!!!!!